Monday

Today is Monday and I am blessed. It was a good day for me. I am on my way to giving my all to God. Not just part time but totally. I should have done this long ago but I have always had a problem with trust. So Today I am on my way to being what God would have me to be. So get in your Word, stay on your knees and wait for Him to direct you.

It's been a long time coming.

I am so glad I decided to sit down and blog, There has been so much happening this week and last that I really did not feel like doing anything. I was suppose to be having a pot luck right now with people I love from my church but my heart was not in it. You see a week ago I lost my dog to an accident. He was run over and died. I told myself all week that it was only a dog. Not a child. But he was like my son. He was my baby boy, a part of my family for five years. The kids grew up and moved out and Red was all I had to take care of.
I am so glad he did not die alone, that he knew he was loved and we cared for him even till the end. We planted flowers at his grave and they still are fresh like the day we put them there. It was like even the ground knew how we felt. I have tried to shake this off but it hangs on like a dead of a loved one always does. I remember the puppy that was born on this ranch the day we moved in. His mother was so pregnant we brought her on the sofa in the u-hall truck. When we were done eating our first meal in this house I told the kids to go feed the dog. They ran back in and said she was having her puppy's

I am tired of feeling this way. Life goes on. And we must go on but how do we rid ourselves of the sadness?. Well tomorrow is church and I will ask him to take this from me. And have a cup of coffee. Stan wants to buy us a dog but you can never replace someone you love with another. Not for a while , a long while any way.

Well I said it and I am going to write a story about my Red and the neighbors dog Buster Brown

Long Day

Today I had to go to school in Corcorn and I had to be there at 9am, So that meant I needed to get up at 6am to make Betty ready for the day and have her breakfast served. It was funny because she wanted to wait till it got warm before she got up. Well if it wormed up I would be gone. Again I won.
The office was closed since April and it was musty and smelly, I was glad when the class was over. I think that is how we are when we come to Christ. Smelly and dirty. I bet the Holy Spirit thinks that about us when we finally come to the Lord. We wait as long as we can before we surrender our lives to Him. We do all we can to live an ungodly life until we are so far down in the things of the world that we are glad ourselves when we finally give it all to Him.

Today is a chance to ask forgiveness for all the unclean things in our life that make us smell bad. All we have to do is ask Him to forgive us for all we have done, said, and felt that we wrong. Do it today while there is still time.

Monday

I have always heard that Mondays were dreaded days. I can now say that the days are what you make them. Today is a good day for me. Betty is good, my sisters dishes are done and her garbage cans are out. I just had some potato chips and pace Pecos salsa for lunch. To lazy to make something. I do believe the Lord gave me a good Monday. I am sort of on vacation. No baby so I am planning my week. I will help tuesday night on the Walk. I will be in church Wednesday night for bible study and I will pray for the lost and the ones God says have blinders on. I am sitting here thinking I will cook dinner. I must be feeling real good. I might put frank in shock.

I am so glad that God brought me to Christ Driven Church. I feel so loved and have so many friends I like to call family there. Christ Driven is the old time penticostal church were we do not play around with the things of God. You either live right or God will remove you. Now I would like to say a prayer for who ever reads this.

Lord I ask you to bless whoever reads this. I ask you to examine each heart and help them know what you want from them. Let them know that you are right there waiting for them to call out to you. Lord help them to be strong in the storms and be meek in there actions. Let your light shine for all to see. Lord bless those who need you today. Send someone to minister healing to them as you have for me. Lord put the weak on someones heart so they will be made strong. Lord I ask you to open the heavens and bless the finances of your people. Lord send a check they were not expecting so they will know it had to be you. Lord if anyone reading this has a need right now Lord Let them speak it so you will meet the need. I bless your Holy Name, Amen

a brand new touch

Today is the day of the Lord I will rejoice and be glad in it. Today I was blessed in church I felt the Lord like I had not in a long time. We were singing "Mercy" and his mercy was all over me reassuring me of His love. I am so glad I went to church, I need that touch from God and he knew it. I will tell you to run to God not away from Him when you go through hard time. He is the only one who can handle the big stuff. I will read this from time to time to remind myself of who He is.

I am here

Well I was led by the hand but I made it in to this new sight. I am sure God led me here for a reason. So who ever you are out there that are Spirit filled and on fire for God join me today because this is a good day and we are not in tomorrow yet (thank God). I can only handle one day at a time with the storms that hit me now and then. Seems like they have been more now then then.